Monday, March 16, 2009
it sucks when you worked so so so so hard. The tears and the pain and the effort you put in. it sucks when you slaved but the results elude you. You know what they say about how people will instantly recognize it when you put in hardwork and effort? It's a lie. You know when they say the best people are 95% hardwork and 5% talent? It's a lie.
Hardwork has never triumphed talent. ever.
and i'm stupid.
toffee beans stick to teeth[8:01 AM]
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday. I WANT! holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday I WANT! holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday holiday.
The word is starting ot look weird to me.
toffee beans stick to teeth[11:39 PM]
Sunday, August 05, 2007
*clears throat*
because i know huihui is reading this now.
YOU! GO AND TEST YOUR BAD BREATH!
i will list the steps to self-diagnosis of bad breath.
FIRST! you lick the back of your palm.
Not too much. Don't be gross and slobber all over.
Yuck.
No saliva bubble pls.
Just a simple lick.
Maybe a 2cm by 2cm square if you can manage.
SECOND! you wait for it to dry. resist all urge to wash it!
unless you normally lick your hands and don't wash which i don't know why...
you'll do... that...
THIRD! smell it.
that's how your breath smells like.
I think it stink. oh no!
I have bad breath!
i'm serious.. i think i read this in Reader's Digest or something.
some doctor recommended this.
toffee beans stick to teeth[9:47 AM]
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Still on the topic of change.
I'm wondering if i have changed.. as in personality wise.
how do you figure out if you've changed?
is there a quiz for it?
toffee beans stick to teeth[9:29 AM]
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
haha! continued from xiao bai's blog.
we haven't seen each other for 5 years! yah! that's how long!
oh no!!! it's like those korean drama where they go '10 years later' and show everyone grown up and all.
ewwww!
people change.
I change.
so of course my friends will change too.
so it's kinda strange.. how i can accept me changing but not my friends.
and it's really weird... to read a friend's blog and realise you no longer know that person well any more.
in fact... you probably don't understand her anymore.
but.
i'll still be your friend.
i realise i don't know what it means to miss someone.
which is strange.
the only time i really missed someone was when my sis went to america for one month.
toffee beans stick to teeth[6:42 AM]
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
sigh..
i've been feeling very unoriginal, very uninspired, very uncreative and highly highly unskillful lately.
For one whole month actually...
Everything i do seems so cliche and done to death.
Every idea i come up with lacks omph and that sheer stroke of genius.
Everything everything everything.
damn!
it's very fustrating.
My brain feels like a stack of hay. sticking out all over the place.
and horses are slowly munching away at it.
My senses feel dulled.
And i just keep feeling so tired.
help!
sometimes i wonder if it would be better if i was in the cavemen era.
Then everything you think of would be completely amazing and new.
Now... everything you think of is either already done,
someone else thought of it too albeit in various versions,
or worse still someone else thought of the exact same thing
or you thought it's completely original but actually it's some masterpiece
that you saw before and it lingered in the back of your mind expect you didn't completely realise.
damn.
and then i think of all those ppl i know with way way way way more talent than me
and they went to study in JC and i will keep thinking
IF they came and studied design.. all these talented ppl, i'll probably be
just peanuts then,
No. not just peanuts. the worse sick blackish with furry mould peanut.
i hate my hands sometimes. Cos' in my mind i have all these wonderful wonderful visions
and images and graphics but my hands fail me every single time.
or it just wouldn't listen and turn out some crap instead.
Stupid hand!
i must be on a low moral drive.
which brings me back to my first point.
I'm on a low moral drive because i'm feeling very unoriginal, uncreative and uninspired.
toffee beans stick to teeth[8:42 AM]
Sunday, May 06, 2007
i realised the down side of packing your assignment deadlines together and working like mad to meet them...
now i actually have time in between deadlines I procastinate instead! cos' i just don't feel the pressure to work and being the deprived slave we all are, I automatically swtich to sleep, play, slack mood. and wait until the last minute to work again.
Can't wait for June holidays.
I tried to sit by the road to stare at the sky last night. the clouds were bellissimo. but i got alot of weird stares and the owner of the house i was sitted across came out looking very worried. dung. he must think i'm planning how to sneak into his house.
mi piace italiano. demo, watashi wa non piace studi italiano. difficile!
effects of CDS.
actually, why do i blog?
toffee beans stick to teeth[3:10 AM]
Clara
21 Sep' 89
Cedar Girls' Sec
Cedar Guides
Temasek Design School
Hmm...
colours and non colours
Food! Pizza!
Milo addict!
Gaara
Music~world
drawing
slacking!
Eww...
chinese mushroom
prawns (unless they're cheese baked or cold prawn salad)
chrysanthamn tea
when the wind doesn't blow
hot dusty orange sunday afternoons with nothing to do
stuck in this world forever
wishin'
More sleep time!!!
holiday
a astronomical pocket watch
learn piano and guitar
draw like Wakaba, colour like Amano and handle photoshop like kagaya
sketch book
Apple Powerbook G4
Before i die...
see snow
see a sky choking with stars
have someone beside me who can tell me every single story behind the stars
lie on a grass slope and gaze at the cloudy sky
see shooting stars
see a wild meadow
see autumn
see a moon so huge it takes up the whole sky
see the northern lights
go Venice for Madi Gras Carnival
and finally... see the earth. from outer space.
DREAMER
by Michelle Keesling
I will not descend downward
Until after I have conquered that fear
Clasping stars within my hands
They shall not stray from my touch
I am a dreamer
My wings lie in my mind
Where they allow me to divide the clouds
As I ascend through their cotton-like tufts
One cannot pierce my heart with any arrow
It is filled with pure bliss and compassion
No one will ever be able to seize that from me
Although at times my eyes may look wounded
My strength has never fled
beanskin
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Starbeans drinks milo with ice.
The butterflies in the birdcage will direct you to some banana pancakes.
Playing: Dreamsome - Shelby Lynnes - Bridget Jones' Diary II
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